The Roamin' Roman

Benvenuto! You have happened upon the blog of a wandering Catholic American college student studying for a year in Rome, the Eternal City. You will find here my pontifications, ruminations, reflections, images, and ponderings on my life in Rome. Ciao!

Friday, September 16

The home stretch - off to Lourdes!

Well, everyone, I am getting ready to leave my "family home" in Nantes - it has been a great place for a homeless college student to spend some quality time getting to know France! I am very grateful to have such a wonderful friend as Caroline - praised be Jesus, she is finally finished with her Master's thesis paper and will present it on Monday (please say a prayer for her that it goes well!). It was so wonderful of her to host me in the midst of her stress, and for her family to take me in so completely!

Last night I made dinner again - my favorite sweet/sour meatballs over rice. :) They were well-received I think, although the sauce was not exactly right (they do not use "brown sugar" here, only pure cane sugar!). They sure tasted like home to me!

Tomorrow afternoon I will be riding the rails again, this time on a 7hr train ride to Lourdes! I am planning on spending my final week before moving into Rome on "retreat" in the beautiful Pyrennes mountains in SW France, in one of the most "Catholic" sites in France -- Lourdes. I will be staying at the Emmanuel Community house in Lourdes, Maison Sainte-Therese (St. Therese House), which sounds like it will be very nice and relaxing, but I will probably not have any Internet access (nor will I want any, I think).

Next week I will take the train again from Lourdes to Nice, which sounds nice but I won't be able to spend any time in Nice :) because I will immediately transfer to an overnight train to Rome!

So the next time I will write to you on here will be when I finally arrive "home" in Rome, on the 23rd of September.

You will all be in my prayers in Lourdes! Love ya'! :)

+ Our Lady of Lourdes, pray for us!

Tuesday, September 13


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Roses are everywhere in Lisieux, this is the beautiful garden alongside the Cathedral.


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An interesting house :)


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One of the Lisieux streets.


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Vestments from the canonization!


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Here is the banner itself which hung over the great doors of St. Peter's.


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A painting by Therese's sister, Sr. Genevieve (Celine I think), which was made into the banner used at the canonization of St. Therese in St. Peter's Basilica in Rome.


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The original casket plaque. "Sister Therese of the Child Jesus and the Holy Face - Mary Francis Therese Martin - 1873-1897"


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A photo of the procession of her casket to Carmel.


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A "photo of a photo" of the exhumation of Therese's body in the presence of the bishop and people.


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Here is her original casket and grave marker, from the Carmel part of the Lisieux cemetary. Therese's body was moved to Carmel in the early 1900s, as part of a great procession in honor of either her beatification or canonization (I don't remember which, probably beatification?)


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This is a copy of the first edition of Story of a Soul (from 1902 I think?)


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In the church of St. Jacques (now not a church but a museum space) they have a special exhibition going on with items from Therese and from the beatification/canonization process. This is a copy of her manuscript B (the second part of the autobiography Story of a Soul).


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The town of Lisieux from the one open viewing point in front of the Basilica.


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Another view from behind the Basilica.


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View from behind the Basilica (the view from the front was actually not very good, even though it is high up above the town, because of the large number of trees)


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Behind the Basilica are the graves of Therese's parents, Pope John Paul II declared them "Venerable" in 1994, the cause for their beatification and canonization is open.


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A very nice statue of Therese in the Basilica.


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The main dome interior


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A better view of the apse dome mosaics, depicting Mary and Therese gesturing for the little lambs (us!) to hide under the cloak of Christ for protection and comfort.


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This is one of the little mosaics on the side of the reliquary, showing Therese in her "famous" habit of throwing rose petals at the crucifix in Lisieux's Carmel.


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This reliquary contains the right arm bones (!) of St. Therese, on display for veneration in honor of the 80th anniversary of her canonization.


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The Basilica interior, known for its brightly colored mosaics. In the middle you can see a reliquary...


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The massive Basilica of St. Therese, begun in 1929 and not consecrated until 1954.


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This is a random set of houses in Lisieux that I particularly liked :) They are classic Normandy style!


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The back of the house, the garden statue shows the spot where Louis Martin (her father) told Therese that she may enter Carmel.


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This is a carving on the exterior of the house (done later, obviously) that I liked a great deal!


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In the back bedroom where Therese grew up they only have "relics" of her childhood on display, such as her First Communion dress here.


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The dining room, with original furnishings.


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The old kitchen (now the entrance into the home, which is now entirely a museum)


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The family's home of Les Buissonnets. Therese's room where she was cured is on the 2nd floor, the two windows immediately to the left of the middle white relief. Her childhood room is in the back of the house on the other side.


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Statue/shrine of Therese outside of her childhood home of Les Buissonnets.


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The confessional where Therese made her first confession (of many!)


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Statue of an angel outside of the apse chapel that I happened to like :)


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The apse chapel to Our Lady that Therese attended daily Mass in. It is interesting to note that this chapel was furnished by the former bishop of Lisieux, Bishop Caucon... who was the one most responsible for the trial and subsequent death of St. Joan of Arc! In fact, the see of Lisieux was his "reward" from the British for his "work" in eliminating the problem of Joan... The bishop is actually buried in this chapel as well. Ironic, considering Therese's deep love and devotion towards Joan of Arc.


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The Cathedral's high altar - which Therese's father donated to the church!! (They were obviously very well-to-do!)


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Cathedral interior, typical small town Gothic, without much embellishment.


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The Cathedral of St. Pierre (St. Peter), Therese's parish church.


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A view as I walked to the Cathedral, no that's not the Cathedral, that's the (far newer!) Basilica of St. Therese - more on that later! You can see the Basilica from all over the town, and it is the first landmark you see when you are coming into town on the train.


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In the Carmel chapel almost all of the windows depict scenes from the life of Therese, or miracles ascribed to her, or popes/religious figures connected with her life or canonization process. This is a window showing Therese's famed meeting with the Pope, pleading with him to let her enter Carmel at the young age of 15.


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A closer view of the statue of Our Lady of the Smile. This has got to be my favorite Virgin Mary statue, even apart from the sentimental aspect of the connection with St. Therese, I just think it is one of the most beautiful depictions of Mary (it is a version of the popular statue of Our Lady of Grace, the Miraculous Medal image)


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The tomb of St. Therese. Her body is actually in a casket underneath the glass case - the figure in the case is only a statue of her, wearing her clothes and holding a rose from the time period. High above her is the original family statue of "Our Lady of the Smile", called such because the statue "smiled" at Therese when she was young and she was miraculously cured of a serious illness. All around the tomb are flowers offered by individuals and families in both petition and thanksgiving - the sisters come in and out only to bring out flowers. The tomb itself is out of reach by us, behind an immense iron grill, it is actually in the cloistered part of the chapel where only the sisters go.


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The Carmel chapel in Lisieux. On the right is the attached monastery, the left building is partly a small museum of Therese (holding things like her beautiful long hair from when she first was clothed in Carmel, cut by her sister - when Carmelites receive the veil, their hair is cut very short.)

Praying with the Little Flower

Hello to everyone! Over the weekend I took the opportunity of being in northern France to take a train to the small town of Lisieux, in Normandy. I have had a fondness for St. Thérèse of Lisieux for some time now – I know some of you who are reading have an even deeper fondness and devotion for her, and so please know that I went to Lisieux not only for me, but for you as well! The joy that I had in being so near to her I prayed that you too would know in some way.

I will attempt to detail here a brief overview of my time in Lisieux, with more details in the photo descriptions. (of course… I took many photos! :)

The journey to Lisieux was a bit crazy, it was only 4 hours away from Nantes, but I had to switch trains three times… I was still not very comfortable with train travel, having only done “direct” trains to this point, and realizing that nowhere else in a foreign country do I seem to have as much trouble with the language with traveling on the trains – now however, I have “won” my victory and after so much hopping around and last-minute planning I think I finally have lost my fear of trains! I arrived in Lisieux in the early afternoon on Friday, and the first thing was to find a place to sleep. The trip to Lisieux was kind of a last-minute idea, and I hadn’t had time to call and find a room anywhere, however, I had checked online and knew that the Sanctuary for St. Thérèse itself ran a couple of guesthouses – so I went first to check at their St. Thérèse Hermitage. Fantastic! I was able to get a room with my own bathroom overlooking the quiet courtyard and the Basilica above, with full pension (full meals) for only 39 euro a night. (I highly recommend this place for anyone or any group going to Lisieux!) With housing taken care of, I was now free to explore the town and go on my own Thérèse pilgrimage.

The Hermitage is right by the Carmel monastery itself, so I went there first – I had no idea if St. Thérèse was actually there or not (I did not know where she was buried yet!) but as soon as you walk into the chapel there is no mistake – she is there (well, her mortal remains anyway!). The Carmel chapel is the same one that was there in the day of Thérèse, but it has now become almost entirely decorated with images and items related to Thérèse – everything from the side altars to the stained glass windows is Thérèse. The body of Thérèse is honored in a side chapel that is (unfortunately) completely separated from the main nave of the chapel, behind wrought iron gates. This is because the chapel (like most chapels of cloistered convents or monasteries) is itself in the shape of an L, with one nave being the public chapel and the other nave being the private chapel of the congregation (the connection is the sanctuary, so that both the religious and the public can participate in the Mass). The chapel for Thérèse seems to have been built into the inner corner of the L, and is accessible from the private chapel only. Every once in awhile you will glimpse a silent sister coming out to rearrange the flowers and add new ones (the entire area of Thérèse’s tomb is covered in donated flower offerings and thanksgivings). The tomb of Thérèse itself is quite large, with her remains underneath a large glass case with a statue of her lying on her deathbed inside. Above, smiling down upon her is the original statue of Our Lady of the Smile (a version of the common Our Lady of Grace with outstretched arms) that was first owned by her father and then came to the convent with Thérèse’s sister Celine after their father’s death.

Also on Friday afternoon I walked to “Les Buissonnets”, the childhood home of Thérèse (when Thérèse was 4 years old, after her mother died, the Martins moved to Lisieux from Alençon). It is a charming home, and the odd thing is that as soon as I walked inside of it, I felt as though I had been there before! Then I realized, the recent movie “Thérèse” that many of us went to see in America was very close to reality – the rooms that we saw in the movie are matched almost perfectly with the actual rooms and layout. To be actually walking through these rooms myself was a bit unsettling at first!

I ended Friday with a visit to the Cathedral of St. Pierre (also the parish church of Thérèse) for Mass. The Cathedral is typical Gothic for the region, from the 12th century (actually I do not think it is really a “cathedral” any longer; I do not think it has been a see since the French Revolution, I think Bayoux now has “the” cathedral). There are many traces of Thérèse here, from the confessional that she received her first confession to the high altar that her father donated (!) to the church, to the side chapel that her family used to attend Mass every Sunday, to the chapel that she attended daily Mass. Along the side of the Cathedral are some beautiful gardens. Gardens, actually, are all over Lisieux, but I am not sure whether Lisieux has always been known for its flowers or if it has only sprung up in response to the fame of its “Little Flower”…

On Saturday I went to Mass at Carmel and then spent the day in “retreat” – there were other places to “see” regarding Thérèse but instead I stayed at Thérèse’s tomb for awhile to pray and then went for a walk around the town. It was glorious to just “be” for awhile and not to play tourist. The town of Lisieux is a very quiet town, though it is larger and more modern than I had thought it would be, with a complete “downtown” full of chic shops and electronics warehouses. It still retains much of its charm however, and the pace of life is far slower than it is in the more urban areas (like Paris and, to a lesser extent, Nantes). And it is much cheaper than the cities!! I was very happy to discover that everything from food to clothes was far cheaper, you can get a great meal in Lisieux for around 7 euro, for the same food in Paris I’m sure you would spend at least 15 euro.

Up on the hill above the main part of the town is a massive Basilica built in honor of St. Thérèse (construction from 1929-1954), which is very beautifully covered in mosaics of the Trinity, Mary and the saints, and of course St. Thérèse. In the main aisle of the Basilica there is a reliquary that contains the bones of Thérèse’s right arm – a gift from Pope Pius XI (!). The Basilica itself is huge and massive, but in its own way it is definitely “modern” construction, you can tell that they tried to merge both the old Romanesque architecture with more “up to date” designs… For example, the statues and church “furniture” (apart from the beauty of the reliquary, the high altar, and a traditional statue of Thérèse) are done somewhat vaguely, hinting more at the abstract than at the concrete (not quite as abstract as the truly modern art, but when you think that most of this stuff was probably done from the 1950s-1980s it makes sense). I must say, however, with regards to the liturgy, the Basilica astounded me. I was expecting Sunday Mass to be “modern” as well, but instead the Mass was a sung “high” Mass, with the interesting twist of the Creed sung in Latin! (Kyrie and Agnus Dei also Latin, none truly “chanted” however)

All that being said, which may be simply a matter of artistic taste, I do not think that the Basilica is really an adequate tribute to Thérèse herself, who was so content with being little. There is nothing little about this church, and while some of the ancient churches that I have seen (and not-so-ancient – like our own Cathedral of St. Paul) have been big and yet somehow maintained a sense of the mystery and transcendent, this Basilica seems intent on removing the veil between divinity and humanity. Hmmm. I am not sure exactly how to explain this.

Perhaps one way to describe this is to give you my thoughts on what is WRONG with Lisieux, as I think the Basilica is indicative of this. What some of these modern proponents of Thérèse seem to have tended to focus on is the very thing that Thérèse’s critics abhor – the idea that Thérèse is a sappy, insipid girl in love with the idea of love. This notion of Thérèse and love on both sides is completely wrong; the love that they see in Thérèse is not love at all, but a weak notion of the “global hug.” Thérèse was indeed in love, but not with an idea of love, but with Love Himself. And this Love is a STRONG Love, not a weak one, a demanding Love, not one absolutely “tolerant.” Now, I am not saying that the people in Lisieux who are involved with preserving the memory of Thérèse and all the sites of pilgrimage are all like this – but I did sense a very strong emphasis on the sappy side of Thérèse, even in the Carmel itself. It is clear that they love their Little Flower, but the question for me becomes whether or not, like the “historical Jesus”, they have fallen for the idea of Thérèse rather than Thérèse herself. What does this have to do with the design of the Basilica? I think that just as art imitates life, so too does architecture imitate philosophy. To the extent that the architecture of the Basilica seems “off” to me in uplifting the model of Thérèse as first of all a SAINT is, I think, the extent to which the people who designed the Basilica believed in the “modern” theology of the time. As such, there is a sense of uncertainty about the place that is evoked by the presence of so many “unfinished” (as I like to call them) pieces of art. When I see modern art, with all its vagueness and smooth lines, I see that the artist is afraid to commit to details – and as art imitates life, so then the artist himself may very well be afraid to commit to details, everything is relative. Details, as both our previous Holy Father John Paul II and our current Pope Benedict have said over and over again, matter, the Truth of our Faith is in the details, and these details are not relative, they are something that requires commitment to and for. Modern art is what I call relativism in action. Of course, Thérèse herself was completely unafraid of potentially “messy” details regarding God and faith – she feared for the salvation of souls with all her heart, and devoted her life, and her death, to the conversion of sinners. She did not mean general “sinners”, some vague block of humanity that “sins” – she meant, literally, sinners, those individuals who were in danger of losing their immortal soul’s happiness with the eternal and living God because of their immorality and disobedience. Glossing over this very direct focus of Thérèse in favor of the easy heaven is dangerous to the spiritual life, and all who claim to follow Thérèse need to step back and see whether or not they can say that they “choose everything,” like Thérèse did.

And that is perhaps the note that I should conclude on – to listen to Thérèse is to hear her when she says, time and time again, that “everything is grace” and “I choose everything,” – good or bad, moving or insipid, complete or incomplete. Nothing should stand in the way between ourselves and our Lord, but we should accept all things in the Lord and offer them back to Him with our love and trust. Even the bad shows us the Good, and the good that we are given is meant to lead us ever onwards towards the Good. "All things work for the good of those who love him."

Lisieux was a wonderful experience for me, please forgive my little soapbox rant... Truly, I encourage everyone who has a chance to go to Lisieux, it is certainly the town of Thérèse, the home of the Little Flower. The people are kind and generous, and there is so much beauty here, in the heart of Normandy, and of course there is the beauty of Thérèse herself, a soul in love with Love Himself.

+St. Thérèse of the Child Jesus and the Holy Face, pray for us!